I feel like I am dying...

I don't know WHAT the fuck is going on with my stomach... but this shit is fucking ANNOYING!!

I have been in constant pain for the last several days... Crystal actually had to come in for me the other morning long enough for me to go home, get sick, and go back to work! It has been HORRIBLE since!

It all started with what I thought was just a stomach bug a week ago... I ended up taking antinausea meds and slept all day... but the other half of the bug hasn't gone away... It wasn't too bad until Sunday night at work... I was ready to MURDER somebody b/c I was hurting so bad! Imagine being in labor... but not being pregnant!

NOTHING is making the symptoms go away... aside from being curled in a friggin' BALL... and I can't exactly DO that the way I want to because I have my son to care for... Ugh...

Fuck this shit... It's NAP TIME... Hopefully I'll fucking feel better after laying down for a bit...

In the Beginning...

I decided to start doing a blog to keep my very unorganized thoughts... well... I would say "organized"... but we're just gonna stick with "keep my very unorganized thoughts"...

There will be bitching, moaning, and groaning...

There will be happiness and sadness...

There will be moments of pure elation and moments of doom...

I do not want pity...

Understanding? If you think you can...

I am soon to be 24 years old. I have a son, who is my WORLD, and who keeps me in touch with reality.

I have a boyfriend/fiance'/husband... whatever you wanna call him... that puts up with my insanity and loves me regardless...

I am the nicest bitch that you'll ever meet. I try NOT to be a bitch... It just happens.

Will I offend some with what I have to say? Probably. These are my thoughts... and a lot of the time... they aren't pretty...

They come from a very dark place... Me.

No... I'm not some evil, maniacle person that's gonna murder you in your sleep...

I'm just "Me"...

VERY FEW understand who that is... I don't.